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Name: Lauryn
Birthday: 9/5/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: Hawthoren Heights, Slipknot, greenday,cky,marlyn manson,blink 182, my chemical romance,3daysgrace,evanescence,afi,atreyu, life is gay
Expertise: Being sad/depressed
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Member Since: 2/5/2005

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

                                                                          

                                        !!Lauryn Star!!

                                                                            

 


oh i forgot to mention!!!!

IM GETTING HOME SCHOOLED NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!! THAN K GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yeah I came home from school early today cuz I was depressed.The guidance counselor brouhgt me home. Now she thinks Im suicidal and she's getting me help. Isn't that hillarious... Ha! Yeah anyway i took a lexapro and im still depressed... well anyway yeah i didnt eat all day so im gonna get some food..

                                                Lauryn


Wednesday, April 13, 2005

today was fucking depressing... I almost walked outta school... if Joey wasn't there to hold my ass from doing it I was gonna straight pick up my shit and leave. How are you gonna judge somone on who they are friends with... If im with a certain person im a slut and im dirty... really I didnt know i was...

fuck that... spent all day calming down in the guidance office! Fuck that hopefully my mom's pulling me out of the district like she said!


Tuesday, April 12, 2005

I went to work with my mommy today... I think I ODed last night and I was so scared I wasnt trying to... I took like 5 Lexapro's cuz one didnt do anything to me and I was really depressed so i took 4 more and then I took like these tylenol PM things cuz I couldn't sleep and then I couldn't stop shaking.... and i was scared i couldnt see straight and i woke up and i could barley breathe ... So I stayed home from schoola dn went to wrok with my mommy....



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